Wow, This blog is waaaaay overdue.

June 27th was my last post date? Really? Wow. And here we are at December 1st. I don't even know if anyone even reads this but whatever. I enjoy writing it. I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner, I've been super duper busy! Let's see, so where did I leave off? Oh, I think it was college and moving to Tampa. Well that's changed a little bit. I went to go visit the campus at the Art Institute of Tampa and well, as much as I liked it, it was NOT worth the price tag ($100K+ yikes!) So that plan is gone, out the window. My new plan?  I'm still trying to get everything together to move to Tampa. Me and one of my best friends, Paige, are pushing for January. I'm excited! But so nervous too.... I feel like it's being rushed a little bit. Me personally? I'd like to wait and move up over the summer. That way I've got TONS of time to find a new job or transfer with my current job, find an apartment, save up money for my own car (for those of you who don't know, I wrecked mine last year) and so on and so forth. But January? I doubt I'll have barely anything  saved up or ready by then. I don't want her to have to wait on me to move up, but I don't want to hold her back either. What should I do?

So my cousins wedding was in October, I was her maid of honor. It was the best wedding I've ever been to! We had a blast! She looked so beautiful (not that she doesn't everyday anyway) Can't wait for another family wedding! =D

Love life? ugh. Loooooong story. I've been talking to this guy since august, and I really really like him. But it's long distance, and it worries me sometimes. Maybe I'm just too guarded? I would really like to see where this goes, but, there's just so many complications with long distance. I don't know where to start.....
Kinda reminds me of that song; "Should I stay or should I go?" I can't think of the title at the moment but yeah. I have really strong feelings for him, don't get me wrong, it's just that I've had really bad experiences with relationships in the past, and I guess I'm just scared it's going to end up like that again before it even gets serious....

Let's see, I would talk about work but I'm afraid I might get in trouble lol. I'll save that post for a later date.
Well that's all for now. I promise to write again soon.

Much love,

Melissa Marie