Yay! I finally figured out my login and password! lol I'm so bad at keeping track of those =/
I know I haven't posted in a while, but SO much has been going on! lol Let's see, where do I start?
March 19th was the last day at my job that I've been at for a few years. I wasn't getting any hours and it was conflicting with my second job, which was giving me almost triple the hours of my first job, plus it was alot closer to home. I was sad to go but I had to do what I had to do.
A few weeks later, my friend Paige and I went applying for jobs in Tampa. We went store to store in several malls in the area, hoping to get something! We seriously applied to every imaginably possible! So I came back home after spending the long weekend with Paige at her new apartment in Tampa. Not even a week later, I'd gotten a call from Forever 21! They called me in for an interview for that following monday. I went in for an interview and they interviewed Me and 2 other girls, Alyssa and......oh gosh, I can't remember the other girls name. Anyway, they gave all 3 of us jobs on the spot! I was SO excited and happy! I wasn't too familiar with Forever 21 because we didn't have one in my area. So in ONE WEEK, I had applied for a job, got an interview, nailed it and got a job! I was pretty freakin excited. They said they would contact us in about a week or so to do paperwork. I didnt hear anything for almost 2 weeks. I called and called but they either never answered, or there was never a manager available. Finally, 2 Friday's later, I got a hold of a manager and explained to her that I hadn't heard anything and was wondering when I could come fill out paperwork. She asked me to hold for a moment while she looked at the schedule. Then she gets back on and tells me I start on SUNDAY! 2 days from then! I told her that it was fine and I'd see them on sunday.
And then, I started to panic.
2 days. Really? Seriously? I had 2 days, to pack EVERYTHING I was taking with me, and lug it up to Tampa and move it into my grandparents house? I immediately got to work. I got everything packed by saturday night. Then came the hard part; saying goodbye to my friends. It wasn't as hard to say bye to my parents because I was going to still be living with family that we saw fairly often, so it wasn't like I wouldn't see them soon. My friends however, was a completely different story. I said goodbye to whoever I could on such short notice, but the hardest person to say goodbye to, was my best friend Josh.
I don't think I've ever mentioned Josh before in my blogs, but he and I have been super close since we were 12. We met up and I gave him a collage pic of us in a frame and we said our goodbyes and I drove 2 hours north to Tampa.
My family up there was very happy for me to be moving in with them. They had cleaned out the spare room for me, so that when I got there, I could easily unpack, decorate and make myself at home. I did and this is how my new room looked!
Cute right?! I was going for a Black&White with red accent theme I guess you could call it. I kinda miss this little room.
Anyway, long story short, I stayed at F21 for a month, was treated like shit everyday by the girls, was played by favorites, stayed there til 1am every single night because they don't do go backs til after the store closes. So I quit, walked out on them. The last straw I had, came on my last day there. I got there at 4 and was told I was going on break at 8. The mall closes at 9:30 so I had 30 mins to get my dinner then come back to work. So I was working fitting rooms and was told I wasnt going on break til 9:30 because a girl (lets call her "Ashley") came in at FOUR and needs to go on break. I was like "um hello? I got here at 4 too?" They ignored me and let Ashley go on break. When I asked if I can go on break earlier, my manager says "You go on break when we say you do" When I said that if I went on break at the time I was told, I wouldn't be able to eat dinner. To which she replied "Well maybe you should learn how to pack a lunch" before walking away. Seriously? wtf? So 8:50 rolls around and they say I can go on my break. So I walk into the hallway and was looking at the schedule for next week (which I had requested Easter weekend off because I was going out of town) and they had me working. So that was straw number #3. As I'm looking at the schedule, I can hear my co-workers talking in the break room around the corner (they couldn't see or hear me in the hallway outside) and I hear them talking the usual crap about fellow co-workers. And i hear this one particularly nasty girl (whos always stuck up and rude to everyone) say "What's up with that stupid new fat bitch with glasses working the fitting room?" Oh. I knew it was me, and you can bet your ass I was FURIOUS. I walked in, gave them a dirty look, grabbed my purse, slammed my locker shut, gave them another dirty look, and instead of clocking out for break, I clocked out to go home and walked out.
So that was the end of that. I packed up my things a few days later, and moved back home.
I sadly haven't been able to find employment since, but if my new plan works out, I might be moving to Orlando with one of my friends and get a job up there. Cross your fingers for me! But since then I've been hanging out with friends, family, Josh, my neighbors and alot of other people. It's been fun, but I need to get back to reality lol.
Well, I think thats it for todays entry. Sorry I slammed you guys with so much lol. I'll post again soon, I promise!
Lots of Love,
Mel
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Repect of Authority & Men? HA!
I really do wish I could write about anything and everything I feel on this blog, but I'm afraid a few people of authority in my life will get a hold of it somehow. I need to vent dammit! lol Well, I guess maybe I can talk about it, but maybe not say anything direct and obvious? Ugh. Well, let's just say that lately, there's been a few people in my life whom are pissing me off. I can only think of 2 at the moment, er well, maybe 3. I think the 3rd is more of a disappointment though. But I can't help thinking about him.
Okay lets do this;
#1- I've talked SO much about this person to quite a few people lately. They've done nothing but piss me off and even made me upset in the past few weeks. They make think they have some sort of authority over me, but they are sadly mistaken. They think that they are better than me, when they havent even been doing what I've been doing for half as long as I have. I have 2 years over their 10 or 11 months, yet they tell me I don't know what I'm doing? oh hell no. I may not be able to do things that they can do, but whatever I do do, I do it 10X better than them. I really wish I could just come out and say it, because this is making me look really bad. lol but I would probably lose something semi-important. It's just that this thing in particular has just become an annoyance in my life, and is most definitely not a priority anymore. It's soon to be replaced because it causes me nothing but un needed stress and frustrated tears. Nothing is worth that anymore.
#2- So this one may be a bit more simple than the last one. Truth is, Ilike liked this person. From what I was told, we understand each other better than most people understand us. But if that's honestly true, why does he seem annoyed with me all the time? That truly upsets me. I would honestly like to be close friends. Yeah, at one point I wished it might've turned into more than that, but I can see now it's not what he wants and I guess it's not for me either. And we've had this discussion, and the feeling of "just-friends" was mutual. But everytime I try to get close, it seems like he freaks out and gets annoyed with me. Maybe I'm trying to become closer with him the wrong way? I guess to him it seems like I still have "more-than-friends" feelings for him, which I don't. So I don't see the problem. *sigh* I don't know what else to do.... this is one I'll have to think about.
#3- oh boy. This one may be the hardest to talk about. As I mentioned in a previous post, I'd met a guy long distance and wasn't sure how it was going to work out. Well, it hasn't. In fact, I haven't talked to him since right before the holidays. He just up and disappeared (or blocked me. Whatever) I will admit I fell too hard for someone I had never even met, but, idk how to explain it. It felt like there could be something there, and I guess I hung on a little too hard on that little something and hoped too much it would turn into something more. But I was wrong. He was someone I looked forward to talking to everyday for 4 months. and now it's been almost 3 since I talked to him last. I'll be honest, I miss talking to him. I doubt he misses me but, I do miss him.
And I know I secretly hope he somehow finds this and reads it because I no longer have the means to talk to him anymore. But this is life; it's not a hollywood script or a fairy tale where I'll get the "Happily ever after" that I wanted. and I guess that'll just be my final thoughts on that note.
Why do men and authority always seem to be my downfall? Should I turn lesbian and be my own boss? (Just kidding. Love the gays <3 Don't H8!)
Maybe I'm just too nice. Yeah, that's probably my biggest fault, but also my greatest trait. I curse myself. I really really do.
Well my 2am ramblings are done. Now tomorrow will be hell due to the fact that I have to be at both of my jobs at the same time tomorrow. Lovely.
Wish me luck, and hopefully I still have a head full of hair at the end of the day tomorrow. I'll keep the hair ripping to a minimum.
Much love,
-Mel
Okay lets do this;
#1- I've talked SO much about this person to quite a few people lately. They've done nothing but piss me off and even made me upset in the past few weeks. They make think they have some sort of authority over me, but they are sadly mistaken. They think that they are better than me, when they havent even been doing what I've been doing for half as long as I have. I have 2 years over their 10 or 11 months, yet they tell me I don't know what I'm doing? oh hell no. I may not be able to do things that they can do, but whatever I do do, I do it 10X better than them. I really wish I could just come out and say it, because this is making me look really bad. lol but I would probably lose something semi-important. It's just that this thing in particular has just become an annoyance in my life, and is most definitely not a priority anymore. It's soon to be replaced because it causes me nothing but un needed stress and frustrated tears. Nothing is worth that anymore.
#2- So this one may be a bit more simple than the last one. Truth is, I
#3- oh boy. This one may be the hardest to talk about. As I mentioned in a previous post, I'd met a guy long distance and wasn't sure how it was going to work out. Well, it hasn't. In fact, I haven't talked to him since right before the holidays. He just up and disappeared (or blocked me. Whatever) I will admit I fell too hard for someone I had never even met, but, idk how to explain it. It felt like there could be something there, and I guess I hung on a little too hard on that little something and hoped too much it would turn into something more. But I was wrong. He was someone I looked forward to talking to everyday for 4 months. and now it's been almost 3 since I talked to him last. I'll be honest, I miss talking to him. I doubt he misses me but, I do miss him.
And I know I secretly hope he somehow finds this and reads it because I no longer have the means to talk to him anymore. But this is life; it's not a hollywood script or a fairy tale where I'll get the "Happily ever after" that I wanted. and I guess that'll just be my final thoughts on that note.
Why do men and authority always seem to be my downfall? Should I turn lesbian and be my own boss? (Just kidding. Love the gays <3 Don't H8!)
Maybe I'm just too nice. Yeah, that's probably my biggest fault, but also my greatest trait. I curse myself. I really really do.
Well my 2am ramblings are done. Now tomorrow will be hell due to the fact that I have to be at both of my jobs at the same time tomorrow. Lovely.
Wish me luck, and hopefully I still have a head full of hair at the end of the day tomorrow. I'll keep the hair ripping to a minimum.
Much love,
-Mel
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Bookworm ;P
So recently I've been wanting to read. Not exactly sure why, but I just would like to start reading again. (I can only read HP and Twilight so many times lol)
So today, I took a trip to my local Barnes and Noble with a few titles in mind. Only to walk out with 4 and 10 more in mind!
I picked up;
-Sense & Sensibility- Jane Austen ( I LOVE the movie!)
- Home; A memoir of my early years- Julie Andrews (my favorite actress in the whole world <3 )
- Song of the Lioness- Alanna- Tamora Pierce ( I loved this series in High School. I picked up the Immortals Quartet last year, since it's my favorite. So I decided I'd better get this one as well)
- Confessions of a Shopaholic- Sophie Kinsella (I love this movie and when I saw there was an entire book series, I just HAD to have it!)
I'm not exactly sure which one I'll be reading first. I'm thinking Sense and Sensibility. Because I know if I read Alanna or Shopaholic, I'll want to go out and buy the 2nd book ASAP! But my car payment is due so I'm kinda strapped at the moment. lol
& I found alot of other books I want to get!
- The entire Narnia collection
- Wicked (I saw the Son of a Witch, but I believe wicked comes first in the series)
- Fairy Tail ( My favorite Manga at the moment )
- Another Julie Andrews book
- The Luxe series
- The rest of the Shopaholic Series
- Twenties girl by Sophie Kinsella
- The rest of the Song of the Lioness series
Anyone have any other good titles I should try?
Oh boy, looks like I'm going to be busy and broke =P I'll review after I'm finished reading! <3
So today, I took a trip to my local Barnes and Noble with a few titles in mind. Only to walk out with 4 and 10 more in mind!
I picked up;
-Sense & Sensibility- Jane Austen ( I LOVE the movie!)
- Home; A memoir of my early years- Julie Andrews (my favorite actress in the whole world <3 )
- Song of the Lioness- Alanna- Tamora Pierce ( I loved this series in High School. I picked up the Immortals Quartet last year, since it's my favorite. So I decided I'd better get this one as well)
- Confessions of a Shopaholic- Sophie Kinsella (I love this movie and when I saw there was an entire book series, I just HAD to have it!)
I'm not exactly sure which one I'll be reading first. I'm thinking Sense and Sensibility. Because I know if I read Alanna or Shopaholic, I'll want to go out and buy the 2nd book ASAP! But my car payment is due so I'm kinda strapped at the moment. lol
& I found alot of other books I want to get!
- The entire Narnia collection
- Wicked (I saw the Son of a Witch, but I believe wicked comes first in the series)
- Fairy Tail ( My favorite Manga at the moment )
- Another Julie Andrews book
- The Luxe series
- The rest of the Shopaholic Series
- Twenties girl by Sophie Kinsella
- The rest of the Song of the Lioness series
Anyone have any other good titles I should try?
Oh boy, looks like I'm going to be busy and broke =P I'll review after I'm finished reading! <3
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